People that would get ill traveling through Montana would tell us that where they came from, other states, that the care at our hospital was great. We would laugh. Then moving on to other states and seeing the different type of nursing care, I now see what these people were saying. I thought we were from the back woods, behind times. I was very surprised going to other states I always thought as being advanced and the nursing was back woods there. I couldn't believe some of the care the patients were getting, it's hard working in these environments. One place I worked nurses were yelling the 'F' word down the hall, OMG! I just have to remind myself I am responsible for my actions. I have to give the best care I can, I'll go down trying. Although there are days you go home feeling defeated know matter how hard I try.