My brother in law was 19 when he passed away and since then I had been beating my head against the wall.. Though he was only 19 adam always did what he wanted to do, no task was too large. I finally realized that he may have died young but probably had no regrets. That is the way I want to live my life, no regrets. If there is something that has been eating away at you and you want to do it then I would suggest you do you only have one life to live and who knows when it will be over.