Hi. I know a few people whom inspire me, God inspires me. I know that is a big word, I wish there was a different name. My drunk mother was asking some question she did not want me to answer, I said god is greater than what we can conceive of him, I did not make that up Anslem of Canterbury said that. I think god is bigger than his name. Like a lot of people I have been in some hard places and sometimes i feel like I am still there.