I am so glad you posted and that you are okay.  I  have thought of you often.

I wish I had answers for you.  When you are feeling depressed and want to talk please turn to us, especially if you have no way to get to a counselor.  There is no shame in being depressed, millions of people suffer from depression.

If you dont want to post on NL and want to talk please email me, comcast.net">michellereade@comcast.net

Agan, I am so glad to see that you are back on the board.

Shell

welcome back

enjoy this site, it offers so much and there are so many good people who always want to help out in any way they can

just ask....and you shall receive

have a great day!!

so many of us on this site have bonded and its truly a special thing

I can't imagine how you must feel.  All the advice I can give you is to WAIT....while you wait on God to help you through this horrible time, serve Him and Worship Him.  There is an awesome song by John Waller, called "While I'm waiting".  It is from the movie "FIREPROOF".  If you can go to google. com and type it in, you can listen to it.  It has helped me through so much.  No matter what happens, God will help you through this hard time.  I am not saying it will automatically get fixed...but He will give you strength to be hopeful and happy while you wait for His help in His time.  It is so hard.  I am waiting right now myself.  It is hard, but each day I smile because I have the BIG guy on my side.  Listen to the song.  It is amazing!  AND WELCOME back....it wasn't the same without your presence.  You are amazingly strong. You may just not know how strong you really are!  Love you bunches, Dawn....email me is you need anything!!!